There is always a Sliver Lining

I am sitting in my dining room, eating honey lemon gelatin with drizzles of yuzu honey I bought in Japan.

I eat it for the collagen. I heard Sofia Vergara eats it every day

It’s 10:15 PM.

I just got home from volleyball practice 15 minutes ago.

I’m drinking rose hip tea in my new BUYDEEM teapot/boiler.

There will be leftovers, I have to clean the pot.

My daily night routine takes anywhere between 45 to 90 minutes.

It’s hair wash day.

I’m not productive, I’m not making money, I’m going to gain weight.

unless I make it to my local yoga studio at 9:30 AM.

Namaste those thoughts away.

Don’t forget my daily morning lymphatic facial massage, I’m not getting any younger.

It’s 11 PM.

I have no underwear, the dryer is almost done.

After my volleyball practice, there is another that ends at 11 PM.

What time do they go to sleep? wake up? exercise?

80% of my problem can be solved with money.

I don’t feel enough unless I am the me that fits into an XS dress.

I know I am enough, It’s hard when I know I can be so much more.

There’s a silver lining,

I closed that chapter of my life.

when you remove yourself from the line of fire.

you realize healing is a perfectionist dream,

It’s more fun to be wrong than right sometimes

I’m the happiest I’ve ever been.